Chapter 4
The Blood Moon
Nancy sat on the
bus, staring at the door directly across from her. She felt
frustrated and there was nothing she could do about her leave. The
morning hadn’t given her the answers she wanted and now she was out
for two weeks.
As soon as she’d
made it back to the ward she sat at her desk and began pouring over
the hospital rules and regulations. She paused only to eat her cold,
and French fry free, lunch. She was going to have a discussion with
Jim, but now was not the time.
Flipping through the
rule book she found herself annoyed that there was no way to fight
the mandatory leave following an encounter. Not even the loss of the
staff would let her stay.
The bus stopped and
she stood to get off, she could see a mother and her child getting on
at the front as she stepped onto the sidewalk. She has seen them
often, but she had never bothered to talk to them. She never really
talked to anyone outside of a work setting.
Instead she turned
and walked up the hill towards her apartment. The building had been a
new development when she’d moved in. Now scaffolding stood around
the front entrance, another attempt to turn back the tide of urban
decay which seemed to surround the place. As she got closer she noted
that they’d walled off the front entrance with a draping thick
plastic.
She forced her way
through and began to key in her code on the door lock. Behind her the
plastic crinkled back into place, though for a moment she thought she
heard a footstep. She spun, looking high and low, her hand falling
reflexively into the purse to grip the stun gun hidden there. There
wasn’t anyone though, so she pressed the final key and entered the
building.
She lived on the
north side of the building on the fourth floor, the top corner at the
back of the building, which was almost ideal. The location left her
out of the general foot traffic and away from the road. The problem
was that the elevator had broken a year ago and she felt exhausted
when she got to her door.
When she reached the
door she found herself pausing to catch her breath. This whole
getting old thing was for the birds, she wished she could go back to
prevent herself from signing the contract to buy the apartment. They
had billed it as a condo, but it was an apartment plain and simple,
it had none of the perks that all the newer condos had. She didn’t
even have any kind of security system despite the increased crime
rate in her neighborhood, just her keys and the code on the front
door.
Shrugging she pulled
the keys out of her purse and turned them in the lock. She started to
open the door when she felt the door push back from the other side.
“Chester, would
you get away from the door,” she said. She was answered by her
orange tabby trying to nudge his way out the door. “You know I
don’t feed you here, so get your butt out of the way.”
He stepped out into
the hall enough to jump against her leg, almost falling over on his
side, before running back inside purring. This was his greeting every
morning, but still she wished that he would listen. She dropped her
purse on the table inside the door and took off her shoes.
She felt drained, as
she usually did after a fight, and was thankful that she had needed
to take a shower at work. That meant that she could collapse into her
bed without having to wait for her hair to dry. It wasn’t every day
that she was happy that she had been attacked.
Chester continued
rubbing against her legs as she made her way to the kitchen. He
always had dry food on the washing machine, but she gave him wet food
when she got home, it made him a nuisance until he got it. It was
better than coming home to an empty house though, better than coming
home to memories of what might have been.
As she made her way
through the kitchen she noticed a light blinking on the answering
machine and wondered who it might be. She was lucky to get one
message a month, and that was usually from her mother who would call
while she was asleep. She walked over to hit the button, wondering
why her mother didn’t call her cell phone or the desk number at
work. If it was important enough to leave a message, it was important
enough for her to call either of those numbers.
A shrill beep,
followed by the robotic voice greeted her with the message.
“You-have-one-unheard-message. New-message-”
A woman's voice
began speaking, one that she recognized all too well. She was
suddenly glad that she hadn’t been home to take the call. “Hi
Nancy, this is Cheryl. I’m calling to remind you that you have a
date tonight.”
Nancy rolled her
eyes and grimaced, she had promised to go on a date tonight hadn’t
she. If there were two things that she could count on it was the sun
rising, and Cheryl doing everything in her power to set her up.
“I know this is a
blind date, but Danny asked me tell you the restaurant details for
the meeting tonight. I secretly think that he’s worried that you
won’t show,” Cheryl said. Perhaps he wasn’t a complete idiot
after all, she would love nothing more than to not show up.
“He understands
that you work at ten thirty so he figured seven thirty would be
enough time for dinner. He wants to take you to that new Greek place,
or was it Tapas?” Cheryl continued. She mispronounced the word
three times and then tried again.
Nancy rolled her
eyes as she spooned half of the can into the food dish. Chester
jumped up and looked to her expectantly.
“You’re not
going to make me pet you, are you Chester?” she said. He only
looked to her, waiting for her to extend her hand. “You’re
spoiled you know…”
“Anyways, the
restaurant is the new one in Eastland Center. I figured that would be
good since you take the bus generally. He offered to pick you up. Why
don’t you just tell him where you live?” Cheryl continued. Nancy
walked over to the button, ready to press the delete button. “I
still think you have trust issues girl. But hey, don’t stand this
one up, he’s really nice and we need to go on more double dates.”
Nancy realized that
the message still had a minute left but knew Cheryl well enough to
know what the rest of it would be. She pressed the button.
“Message-Deleted,
You-Have-No-New-Messages,” the machine interrupted.
“Honestly Cheryl,
you need to learn how to cut to the chase,” she said. She placed
the cat food lid on the container and placed it in the fridge. As she
walked past the washing machine she noticed that Chester was eating
happily this time. Maybe she only needed to pet him to start his
motor? Was she just some organic starter for his motor? The thought
amused her more than the thought of the date did.
“Trust issues,”
she scoffed as she pulled her shirt off. She hung it on the hanger
she’d left in the doorway of the closet. She added the scrub pants
to the hanger before pulling on the pajamas she’d left sitting on
the corner of her dresser.
“Cheryl doesn’t
know what it’s like. She’s never been in my shoes,” she assured
herself. She walked to the bed and turned down the covers, her only
regret was that she didn’t have work as an excuse to get out of the
date tonight.
Chester joined her
as soon as she was under the covers. He curled up along her side, as
he always did, taking up the half of the bed that remained vacant.
That side of the bed which had never been full. Her thoughts began to
drift, as they often did, back to the night of the Blood Moon, to the
night of her Honeymoon.
* * * * *
She walked down the
beach, not a tropical beach, just the beach at a resort in Minnesota,
but it felt tropical. It was late September, but the temperature was
in the high seventies.
“I don’t know
why you want to be down here,” Devin said. He stood with his hands
at his side, palms towards her.
She grinned back
over her shoulder, “You know we’re newly weds, we’re supposed
to do romantic things like walk on the beach.”
“Yeah, in Hawaii,
not in Minnesota where there are mosquitoes trying to eat me alive,”
he called back at her.
She kept walking,
ignoring his worries about mosquitoes. The beach was empty, all the
summer tourists had gone home. She couldn’t hear voices of anyone.
She paused and turned back to Devin.
“You know, six
months ago you wanted nothing more than to get me alone on the beach.
Now you’re complaining because of a few bugs.”
She threw her shoes
over her shoulder and waited for a reply. He was walking over now,
making his way over to take her hand.
“You do have a
point,” he said taking her hand. He pulled her close and she could
feel how warm he was as she wrapped his arm around her shoulders. She
felt wonderfully, blissfully, secure. Rolling her head onto his
shoulder they continued to walk down the beach.
The scenery was
beautiful. Many of the leaves were beginning to turn yellow, and the
last of the summer flowers still held some faint color. Above the
pines the moon dominated the horizon, making her feel like she was on
some strange new world. She was on a strange new world though, the
adventure of marriage with the man she loved.
“Devin,” she
said softly.
He looked to her
before responding. “Yes dear?”
Hearing him say it
brought a smile to her lips. “You know, if you’re feeling
adventurous, I’d like to try something.”
He stopped dead in
his tracks. “You mean… here?”
She watched as he
motioned all around him. This wasn’t exactly what she thought. “I
was thinking more in that small patch of grass surrounded by trees. I
don’t want to get my dress too messed up after all.”
This seemed to put a
spring in Devin’s step. She knew he’d looked forward to the
wedding night, they had waited, and this was turning out exactly the
way that she was planned.
“I came down on
the beach last night while the other girls were drinking,” she
said. “We walked the beach and I thought that it looked perfect.”
“I was wondering
about that. We spent most of the night at the bar, everyone insisting
that I needed to drink more,” he said. They continued to walk in
silence until they reached the grass. “They seemed to think that
since you didn’t sleep with me before we got married, you wouldn’t
afterward.”
She smiled, staring
up into his eyes, and then kissed him. “I hope I can show you just
how much I want you.”
She turned and moved
over to the grass, while not wearing her large frilly wedding dress,
this evening gown had been expensive. She rolled it off her shoulders
and let it fall to the ground. She looked over her shoulder again, to
see his eyes wide and his hands already working to pull his shirt
off.
Adjusting the dress
to lay beneath them, she sat on top of it. He followed quickly and
fell to his knees in front of her. His shirt fell to the ground, he
no longer seemed worried about the mosquitoes.
They made love
passionately. When he finally lay on the ground next to her, his head
resting on her chest, they both looked into the sky watching the moon
and the stars.
“Was that okay,”
he asked her. She could feel his jaw move on her breast and she loved
the feeling. The feeling of closeness as they lay together felt
amazing, this was what she’d looked forward to. While the sex had
been wonderful, it was the close contact, skin to skin, that she
found herself relishing.
“I couldn’t have
imagined it any better,” she said to him. Across the lake she could
hear a loon calling.
“I think all of
the talk from the guys last night had me worried,” he said.
“About what?”
she asked. “I have now had one lover, it’s all I need. I don’t
want to have to compare you to anyone, so you’ll always be my
favorite.”
He hugged her
tightly, pulling her closer to him. She craved his warmth as the fall
air had lost it’s warmth.
“Nancy?” he
asked. The tone of his voice wasn’t the same sleepy voice he’d
used moments before.
“Yes Devin? Or
should I call you hubby now?” she opened her eyes to see him
pointing to the night sky.
Looking to where she
was pointing she saw what he was pointing to. Above them the surface
of the moon had begun to dribble like syrup over a scoop of ice
cream. She wanted to say that it was black, but as more of the moon
began to be covered the color became a deep red. Around the moon, as
though in a halo, she began to see shooting stars streaking along the
atmosphere.
“What do you
suppose…?” she began to ask. But as she did two things happened
almost simultaneously. The first was an explosion over head. While it
wasn’t big enough to level trees, it was big enough to cause every
bird in the surrounding area to take flight. The second thing was at
the moment of detonation Devin started convulsing.
He fell backwards,
his body thrashing through the grass and pine needles. Her nurse
training kicked in and she quickly cleared away anything she could to
make sure he didn’t hurt himself. Try as she might, she couldn’t
get him up on his side though. She knew that she’d have to ride it
out, but the moment of comfort and security she’d felt only moments
before were gone.
Had he ever
mentioned being epileptic? Was this something which had been brought
on by the explosion? She knew that it had been loud, but no louder
than a finale at a fireworks show. Perhaps it had something to do
with the drinking last night? Had he been dehydrated?
The questions
continued to pour through her head, as he still convulsed on the
ground. She stood up and picked up her dress, covering herself while
trying to reclaim a bit of warmth. As soon as he stopped she’d need
to go get help, a part of her wanted to run now, but she had to wait
until she was sure that he was all right.
The moon had only a
little bit of white left around the bottom edge when he stopped
shaking. She didn’t know how long the seizure had lasted, but he
finally stopped. It could have been minutes, or it could have been
hours. Already she felt the cold of the night seeping into her bones
and had lost all track of time. The moon hadn’t moved much, but
staring up at it made her skin crawl.
She held his hand
and then checked his pulse, and then checked it again. This arm was
cold and she wasn’t getting anything. She began to panic, this
wasn’t the way it was supposed to happen, this wasn’t supposed to
be the death do us part, not for years. Changing arms she felt for a
pulse again hoping that maybe, since that was the arm he was laying
on before the seizure, the pulse was fainter there. There wasn’t
anything in her training that told her it would happen, but it could
have happen, it made some sense in her frazzled mind.
Finally after
getting no pulse from the wrist she went for the neck, hoping that a
bigger artery would give her a read. At first there was nothing, but
then, faintly, she felt what she needed. There was a single beat,
followed by a second.
Her training went
out the window and she found herself shaking him to wake him up. She
straddled him and shook as softly as she could. She wanted to pull
him up, to kiss him deeply, but now wasn’t the time. She needed to
see if he would gain consciousness, and in that moment she realized
she was going about it all wrong.
Carefully she laid
him back on the ground, she was on the verge of moving off him when
his eyes fluttered open.
“Devin!” she
shouted. He looked more surprised that conscious, his face confused,
she began to worry that he might have a concussion. Tears began to
fill her eyes faster than she could blink them out. What if those
sudden movements had caused him pain?
He placed his arms
underneath him and began to sit up, her eyes closed in joy. She put
the knee that she’d lifted up back between his legs and pulled him
close into an embrace.
“I was so worried
that I’d hurt you,” she cried through closed eyes. His skin felt
cool, but his mouth felt warm on her shoulder. “I’m so glad to
see you’re okay, if you’re feeling up to it we can walk back…”
She was interrupted
as he bit down on her shoulder. She cried out as his teeth pierced
her flesh, and he began to worry the skin back and forth.
“Stop it Devin!”
she yelled, trying to force him away. His teeth held firm and his
fingers gripped her arms and began to dig in. Feeling panic take the
place of both sadness and joy she struck at him. First trying to
break free of his grip, but as he began to pull back she hit him in
the face. The first punch struck him on the ear, the second the jaw
which only made her pain worse. When she brought her hands down on
his nose he finally let go, momentarily stunned. She stood and began
to run, the blood pumping furiously from the patch of skin that he’d
all but ripped off.
Looking over her
shoulder she saw him leap to his feet, his balance unsteady at first.
She turned to watch her footing, hoping that she had enough of a head
start. A voice in the back of her head screamed that he’d gone
insane. Perhaps he’d become a zombie. The quieter voice of reason
was too concerned with making sure she didn’t trip over a rock or
root. It was when it began to concern itself with calming her mind
that she tripped, not over a root, but over her own feet.
Sand sprayed around
her and she felt the wound begin to sting as the dirt found a home
inside. She struggled to her feet, her arms felt like rubber, and her
feet tried to run before she was even upright. Two half-step,
half-dives, and she was back in the ground. This time the sand from
the beach stinging her cheek.
Behind her she could
here a guttural groan as he gave chase, a look behind her and she
knew she had to fight. He was in the air as she spun to the side,
narrowly escaping the full weight of him. He landed on his knees and
gripped her hands before going back for another bite.
She tried to
struggle, but he was strong, this wasn’t something that she had
ever expected that she would need to do. Her fiance, now husband, was
someone she loved and never had planned to physically fight. He
seemed focused on only one thing though, the patch of blood on her
shoulder that he’d opened moments before.
Her tears began to
flow unashamedly, and she found herself hoping that maybe he would
kill her. The night hadn’t gone the way she had expected at all.
They were supposed to go back to the room and drink champagne.
Instead he bit down again pulling back on the skin, as though he
wanted to pick her up by it, she felt it rip free as she began to
scream as loudly as her lungs would allow.
Devin sat up,
chewing the meat which he’d pulled from her shoulder. He stared at
the horizon, his eyes reflecting the the moon.
Voices sounded from
down the beach and his eyes darted over to them. She continued
screaming, and they began to run, hurrying to help this strange woman
out.
Devin’s head
turned to towards the newcomers before he turned and ran, his naked
body disappearing into the woods. That was the last she’d heard
from him. He’d disappeared without a trace twenty years ago. She
understood now that the man she had loved had turned that night. He’d
died alone in the woods reduced to a quivering animal.
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